Tuesday, December 20, 2005
im okay reallyactually im not sure
but i dun want they all to worry
tinks are gettin out of hands
and the oni one i can spilled to is ju
i haf no idea how im goin to face the rest of life
im like addicted to him but now it all gone-
real gone for good
im not the one tat break the promise its u
i tot its goin to be like farie tale
we will end out mayb more den a yr?
but no no no my dream was a stupid mistake
all the letter tink is all piece of shit
all the promises is all fake
but how i wish its a fact
the way u treat her its like beta den wat u used to-
just my regrets tat make me feel worse
put so much i gain this?
haaa..big big fool
ya mayb im a barbie girl =]
so nice to play wif..
i wanna live like plastic
everytink so nice n so perfect no quarrels no fites
y do i love u so much?
i told myself 3 days
i told ju 5 days
she didnt believe
i didnt too..
hu noes how long it wil take me?
mayb in the first place tat cold war
shouldnt come to my mind
everytink wil be fine
i wun haf a headache every now n den
jacinta wun be so tired consoling me
mayb im just a curse from young
nth from me its good
can like take one knife n stab me?
let me die just once n for all
i wil go see my grandpa..
den mayb drop to hell..
best i dun even haf to worry bout anytink
mayb in hell seeing wat hes doin?
i dun wanna be the one being consoled-
i wanna be the one tats consoling odas
mayb in the first place i sldnt haf tok to them
den nth wil happen but i wun noe how wil i be
it just happen so fast
mayb if i haf post-pone the break up
tinks sld be beta..
wat can i say?
i oni can give my blessings and console myself
old one dun go new one how to come?
now is no pen knife-
no pool no alchohol
toxic (((((:
haaaa...
i should haf been more devoted
hu ask me to go wif tat dumb dumb
i shouldnt regret its all too late
mayb i should take tis chance
slim down =]
anyway no appetiate
wo hui hao de!
ACCEPTANCE 1:37 AM
